Sunday Motivational

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I seem to be having trouble finishing things.  I signed on to be a content writer for a podcasting group called Blazing Caribou.  They have multiple different podcasts and one of those podcasts is a show about historical events.  I was excited!  I was what you might call “gung-ho”. 


I picked my topic, something I’ve found fascinating for years.  And then? 


Nothing.  I did a little research, figured out what the word count ought to be and then nada.  I have no motivation to finish the thing.  I desperately want to establish myself in the podcasting arena.  I want to write, to create content, I can feel it in my guts.


But then at the end of my day after I’ve sat in my chair staring at spreadsheets for hours, the last thing I want to do is think.  So I bury myself in my TV shows and my books and I don’t allow myself to create.  I know that I need to take the time to do so.  I can feel it starting to become bad for my mental health.


I should start with the stuff for Blazing Caribou but where’s the motivation?  Why can’t I hang on to this feeling throughout the evening that I have first thing in the morning?